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we lie in wait

Sun Jan 17, 2010, 3:47 PM
scene 11 - ext. moonlit, storm-battered & decrepit Baltimore Asylum (circa 1853, abandoned approx. 1970);
grime-tinted hail & filthy grey raindrops contend with decades of inexplicably rapid swamp overgrowth & the ravages of time to tear bricks from the archaic building's sides & bring it collapsing down into the foul marshes beneath. a jagged crack of lightning illuminates the nightsky, bringing the entirety of its forlorn wretchedness to light, ever so briefly.

cut to: > int. abandoned asylum cell - continuous;
the clangor of 1000 hauntings ring out from every wall, out of every corner, down every hall... coiled inward upon itself beside the scant remnants of a fire long spent, a frail emaciated creature shivers with its entire body - not from the cold outside, but from the cold that it breathes, stirs in its lungs, drags up & down its throat... with a mouth so slack it would suggest a dislocated jaw, it shrieks an indescribable madness into a tattered paper bag, full of deep black miasma like paint fumes & bleeding fog... all through its deafening aria, the creature's sunken vacant eyes roll like marbles, watching the door, the windows, the cracks strewn all about this 3-dimensional void - always waiting. watching & waiting, patient as a dead tree, for the dreaded indistinguishable phantasms that swarm out of nothingness to collect the wayward, the wasted & the worthless, to carry them off to the pillories, or the abattoir, or the electric chairs... it's been a long time but the creature remains, always watching, always waiting. howling its vile dissonance deep into a shallow grave & waiting for death to stir within yet again, to escort the broken creature back towards its echoing doom... and so it remains, for a long time... [fade to black]

_ j0sh _ :horns:
"total fucking doom"

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  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Swallow the Sun, Cobalt, The 11th Hour, Converge
  • Reading: the "Bardo Thödol" (Tibet)
  • Watching: the sun drowning in darkness
  • Playing: Diablo II: Lord of Destruction (again)
  • Drinking: with the Queen of The Dead

repetitive neglect

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 10:20 PM
greetings - looks like i owe everyone yet another brief update/excuse (is this bit getting old yet?) seriously, i am very sorry to still be so far behind on submissions & everything. i was out of town the week before last (give or take) & i'm still getting used to being back home in my usual rut. nearly 500 msgs await me now... yikes... so yeah, sorry if i don't respond to every comment, fav, et al - i've got a lot on my plate at the moment & i'm not just talkin' about the shit on my computer.

i've been taking something of a sabbatical (it's fun to pretend to sound like a professional type) from writing on the computer here, choosing instead a regression to the more primitive relationship w/ pen & paper, which i enjoy much more & find a great deal more receptive to productivity, for some reason. i'll try to do a kinda general round-up of everything i've been workin' at over on my journal/bloggy thing sometime, but not sure when i'll have something i feel like uploading. also spending a lot of time rekindling & nurturing old friendships: music, whiskey, TV, porn, sports, books, pharmaceutical phatasmagoria, all the important things... on that note, i'll leave it up to you to decide how much of this shit i'm kidding about, while i start going thru all my messages here...

_ j0sh _ :horns:
"total fucking doom"

"The House of Jackals" ( [link] )
MySpace - totally fucking doomed... ( [link] )
"The Hall of Hyenas" / Me @ Last.fm ( [link] )
Twitter me... ( [link] )
digging my grave... ( [link] )

  • Mood: Crazy
  • Listening to: Baroness, Skeletonwitch, Paradise Lost, Coalesce
  • Reading: just finished "For Whom the Bell Tolls"
  • Watching: "Super Six" boxing tournament
  • Drinking: with the Queen of The Dead

dirty bleak summer

Sun Aug 9, 2009, 8:18 PM
hi all - time for another brief update/excuse, as is my usual procedure. yeah, so, very sorry to still be so lax around here. same ol' litany of reasons: continuing mental (bipolar, depression, psychosissiness) & physical (rotted guts, frantic regurgitation) ailments i'm always dealin' with, just even weirder & rougher than whatever has had to pass for "normal" up 'til now. i'll spare detail, suffice to say the summer months have never been kind to me & this year's no exception, aside from a few bright spots in the blinding shadow of the sun...

regardless, i'm still really jus' trying to busy myself with creative endeavors - writing plenty, but mostly in tattered scraps & messy chunks, little that's fit to share. assorted visuals too, even been working on "Death Metal Holocaust III", among other crazy projects. hope to have a little more stuff to show you all soon. infinite thanks, once again, to all my kind & generous friends here - if you haven't yet, read my 6th year anniversary entry for some more wildly grandiose expressions of gratitude from me. anyway, that's plenty outta me for now, but i'll be around...

_ j0sh _ :horns:
"total fucking doom"

"The House of Jackals" ( [link] )
MySpace - totally fucking doomed... ( [link] )
"The Hall of Hyenas" / Me @ Last.fm ( [link] )
Twitter me... ( [link] )
digging my grave... ( [link] )

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: The Project Hate MCMXCIX, Anaal Nathrakh, Hearse
  • Reading: encyclopedia of mythology
  • Watching: "True Blood"
  • Drinking: with the Queen of The Dead

6 years of misuse (and still deviant)

Thu May 21, 2009, 10:59 PM
:party: but seriously... i've just begun my 6th year as a participating member of this website. it's been a helluva trip, one i certainly could lament and/or celebrate to no reasonable end in my usual blur of half-decipherable wurds. but i made a halfass attempt to do something like that last year, for my 5 year anniversary & i never came close to finishing it (go figure), so i'll simply send out a few brief but heartfelt thanks & be done with the self-indulgence.

i owe immeasurable gratitude to everyone who's supported me here, befriended me, shared a few kind or helpful wurds, or even just paid attention to whatever the hell i've been doing. very special thanks to Beth, Wy?, Linette, Suchi & Iggie (for encouragement & friendship during my earliest days here); Bryan, Angela, Emanaia & the Lady Catherine Blake, along with everyone else who's been generous to me over the last half-dozen years. you know who you are & you're truly appreciated...

a few more quick self-indulgent thots, then i'm done, promise... i never wrote a wurd in the hopes of attracting fanatic attention to myself, or to make any grandiose statements, change the world, or any other dumb shit like that. whether speaking to countless masses or merely screaming into an old garbage bag, all i've ever wanted is to practice the purest, most raw expression. so my profound thanks to everyone who's made me feel at home here, granted me a few moments of their time, or basically anything else that ever made me feel like i'd done something worthwhile... alright, enough with the feelings & such - i've still got an eternity of work left to do. the world isn't going to vandalize & cannibalize itself, after all. let's burn...

_ j0sh _ :horns:
"total fucking doom"

"The House of Jackals" ( [link] )
MySpace - totally fucking doomed... ( [link] )
"The Hall of Hyenas" / Me @ Last.fm ( [link] )
Twitter me... ( [link] )
digging my grave... ( [link] )

  • Mood: Dominance
  • Listening to: The Project Hate MCMXCIX, My Dying Bride, Cobalt
  • Reading: "Catch-22" - Joseph Heller
  • Watching: Futurama, South Park, other late night cartoons
  • Drinking: with the Queen of The Dead

stop me if you've heard this one before...

Sat Mar 28, 2009, 11:43 PM
hey everyone, hope you're all doin' ok. this should be a familiar story, but hey, a classic never gets old... yeah, i haven't been doin' so great lately, lots of bottom-feeding, lots of dragging myself around from one place i don't care to be onwards to another. my dog Sheeba has been having health problems, she's real old now, nearing the end of the road, so that's been pretty rough on me. i'm really tired all the time & i'm really tired of being really tired all the time, which somehow seems to make it even worse. this is a damn crazy world you've got here...

so anyway, sorry i've fallen behind on everything yet again, i'll do my bestest to get caught up. i still visit the site most every day, i just don't always get to check out new art, read comments & such. if ya still wanna chase me around the web, in addition to my journal thingy, "The House of Jackals" & the other links below, i'm always lurking around somewhere. recently went trendwhore & become a twat, so you can go play with my Twitter (hehe), or check out where i've been digging around for interesting stuff. around here, i'm gonna tinker with my profile a bit, see what else i can fuck around with in the new dA design. oh & eventually i'll have some new art type shit or something to share, too. 'cos i got a lot of seriously fucked up wurds collecting around here...

_ j0sh _ :horns:
"total fucking doom"

"The House of Jackals" ( [link] )
MySpace - totally fucking doomed... ( [link] )
"The Hall of Hyenas" / Me @ Last.fm ( [link] )
Twitter me... ( [link] )
digging my grave... ( [link] )

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Mastodon, Mary Magdalan, Down, Venom, Revolting
  • Reading: "The Sot-Weed Factor" - John Barth
  • Watching: boxing - Dirrell VS Findley
  • Drinking: with the Queen of The Dead

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